Have you ever taken an inventory of your life? Have you ever got outside your comfort zone to grow personally? Are you a participant of your own life or are you just a spectator? Have you ever taken an inventory of your life and say to yourself this is certainly not where I thought I would be at 34 years old? I am 3 weeks away from my 35th birthday and I have had several sleepless nights lately which is what inspired me to start this blog.
I have always been fascinated with personal development, I can remember as far back as 8 years old seeing Tony Robbins on an infomerical and being completely mesmerized. I remembering dreaming of one day meeting him, I didn't know how or why. I remember having a cross country coach in high school that would have us do visualization exercises in his classroom prior to our meets. I humors me now when I think about going home and my mom asking how practice was and I said our coach had all the girls lay on the floor in his classroom and he turned the lights out and had us listen to this cassette of some guy chanting stuff, I cant really remember what he was saying because I fell asleep. Little did I know how all of these and other experiences were by design and they would play a huge part in my adult life.
I am learning to truly enjoy & learn from my experiences & my journey. There are days that I jump out of bed so excited to live the life that I have designed and conquer the world and there are still days that I cannot get myself out of bed. My intention and outcome for this blog is to help others like me determine what now? Is this what I really want to be doing with my life? Is this where I really want to be? What is my true purpose I hear that if you love what you do you will never work a day in your life, so what do I do?
I've learned this through Anthony Robbins, Oprah Winfrey, Eckhart Tolle and many others that we all struggle with thinking "I am not enough". There is conflict when you are connected to searching for worthiness. when your subconscious does not have a clear and concise direction it is difficult for your conscious mind and body to move forward.
Did anybody else watch Oprah's LifeClass today on the new OWN (Oprah Winfrey Network) it was season 1 episode #1 titled "The False Power of Ego". Wow I had no idea how powerful my Ego is and how it has held me back in so many areas of my life. It's time to let go, time to bless and release all of that ego.
Stay tuned for what is about to happen....